Story About 'Writing My Application Letter'..

To whom it may concern..
Wherever you are...
Whatever company you have..

Let me introduce myself.. My name is Zka.. But you can call me anything.. Anything.. I mean it.. I am 25 years old..
I need a job.. A big JOB.. But size doesn't matter.. *What am I talking about actually?? Would you offer me a JOB..?? I hope you will..
You know what? I don't have expertise in any field.. The only thing I have is just dream.. Activity I do like the most is daydreaming.. I am good at daydreaming.. As you see, my English isn't that good.. But at least you know what I mean.. What I mean is, I do really really need a job..
That's all.. I hope this letter will let me to the funniest TV program in the world..

Sincerely yours,
Zka June

Won't Lose Any Chance To Say That I Love You..

Nothing I can do now to find you in the darkness.. And even when you came to say hi or to say that you were missing me.. Still I can't reach you.. All I can do now is just never lose any chance to say that I love you.. I want to remember every convo we did..
N: Zka..
Z: Ya..?
N: I miss you, my mom, my dad, and everybody else..
Z: I can't stop loving you..
N: I can't stop thinking of you..
Z: Seems like I won't stop loving you.. I'm sorry..
N: I want you to hug me tight.. *This isn't what Nearsmile said exactly actually..*

_dreaming all the time.. That's what I can only do_

Come Out.. Come Out.. Wherever You Are..

Just come out wherever you are.. I'm not a candle or even a firework without you.. I don't even have my own light.. *this is not MLTR's song anyway* I went to basketball court yesterday.. Feel like I was that Zka.. Playmaker of Smansa's basketball team.. Feel like I was that Zka, who laugh every time.. I used to have no fear about anything..
Hey you, would you just come out to bring my light back? I don't even know how to find you in the darkness.. Would you just come out and call me candle or firework or anything who has light?
Come out.. Come out.. Wherever you are..

Let's Help Japan..

You know what happened to Japan right? I don't wanna explain or make the dramatic story about it because it was dramatic already..
All I wanna do is just ask all of you to help Japan..
Still, I don't know how..
If we collected money, I don't have any paypal acc to collect it..
So, use the easiest way to give the donation from your place.. There are many ways to help Japan..
Or, if we couldn't give them material, still we can help them with praying for them..
I hope they'll able to endure the suffering.. Amin..

This Isn't a Story About Mass Media (part 2 -the end)

• Zka

This isn't as interesting as I thought.. They are all look smart but then I realized that all of them are stupid.. One more thing I realized is the television is not even a mass media.. That's why this writing's title is 'This Isn't a Story About Mass Media'.. Because I've just realized that the television is not a mass media but actually politician *or maybe a clown who tries to be politician?*..

• Zka: Anyway JZ, which TV do you work to?? Why did you act like a commentator at TV??

• JZ: What are you talking about Zka?? I didn't make any comment at all..

• Zka: Yes you did.. You've just given the reader some comments about me *and about that clowns too*..

• JZ: What's wrong with that? All that I've said is true, isn't it??

• Zka: Yes it is..

_the end_

Short Of Things I've Learned From Meg Cabot

• I've learned to make a list of anything like I do now..
• I found out that it's okay being someone who has no talent as long as I have the ability to write.. *even though my writing isn't good at all..*
• I have to do more observation about everything and write it all.. Observing anything can increase my skill of writing.. Like I do now.. (I'm observing Meg Cabot's writing to increase my skill)
• Making a list of anything is the easiest way to write..

That's All..

This Isn't a Story About Mass Media.. (part 1)

• Zka

And finally.. Here I am.. In this party.. Party isn't really my thing actually, but I like the atmosphere in it.. I like to observe other people.. I like to have some conversations with them to know their point of view about things.. But about drinking and other hedonism things else, I think that aren't my thing at all.. I like this party because I can ask many peoples here their point of view about my role idol.. How lucky I'm can stand here with these kind of people..They are all looks so smart.. This is just unpredictable moment in my life..

• JZ

Look.. How stupid Zka is.. Being there, feel excited with that kind of people.. having conversations with apathetic, idiotic, stupid, 'brainless' people there.. How naive Zka is.. Zka never knew that peoples there are clowns who have unclear writing, unclear TV programs, unclear radio programs, and other unclear things else.. Look!! How stupid Zka is.. Talking to TELEVISION?? The television isn't even a human!! What the television knows about Zka's role idol anyway?? Zka was never ever realized that there's no one care about Indonesia..

'To be continued'

Let Me Dream..

Will you? Let me dream I mean.. I'll do it myself anyway.. Lol..
This is my biggest dream I've ever had.. I want to be the greatest writer and being the best story teller in this world.. I'll go abroad and being story teller from one country to another.. I want to tell stories about my country and the citizens.. I hope I could earn a lot of money from being a story teller and then I can build many education facilities here to educate Indonesian people.. I hope someday Indonesia will be the greatest country in this world.. Amin..
Tuhan, let this dream be my true dream I dream every night.. I'm getting tired of dreaming Nearsmile every single night..
Tuhan.. Let all my dreams come true.. Amin..

Let it be untitled...

I've just seen Rumah Tanpa Jendela *Indonesian movie* for the second time and I love it so much still.. There is a character named Aldo and I think I have some similarities to him.. Both Aldo and I are weird.. Nobody can't understand him and I think nobody can't understand me too.. Drawing is our thing.. I think we're a great person in a weird appearance.. I do like Aldo's character so much.. The end of the story is easy to be guessed.. But we need this kind of movie to keep us on dreaming..

I'm hungry now and got a stomach ache.. I'll have my 'very late' dinner and gonna try to sleep.. See you.. Let my writing 'to be untitled'..

title cannot be left blank...

This is a story about my Father *again*.. He has a beautiful garden.. He has orchids, chili, tomato, dragon fruit, mango, coconut tree, and many other plants on his garden.. He is a lecturer at two universities in Indonesia.. I'm proud of having a father like him.. He's smart and he has his own value to be a good human.. He is selling organic fertilizer too.. Do you know the fact about organic fertilizer my father sells? The fertilizer is made from fermented catfish.. Knowing that fact makes me think about all vegetarian who eat fruits and vegetables fertilized by fermented catfish.. lol.. I can't imagine..
Anyway, the fertilizer my father sells is a good stuff.. It's not damage the soil structure.. It can prevent the pests without chemical pesticide.. But being organic fertilizers seller isn't as easy as being chemical fertilizers seller.. Do you know what it means? It seems simple, but believe me, there is nothing simple here in Indonesia.. But I do love my country still.. Hehe.. And I believe, someday Indonesia becomes the greatest country in the world.. Amin..

Earth and Rain Story..

The sky is so dark and cloudy. Earth will be accompanied by Rain soon. She feels please to welcome Rain. But, suddenly some of Thunderbolts feel jealous of Earth’s happiness. They come to Earth’s party without being invited. They ruin Earth’s party which held to welcome Rain. Earth feels sad. Earth feels afraid. She is disappointed with Thunderbolts attitude. The Thunderbolts ignore what Earth feel. They just laugh and laugh. They laugh because Earth feels sad. The laugh of Thunderbolts is ear-shattering, making Earth more afraid. Then Thunderbolts hide in order to make Earth feel happy for a second. And then they coming again, they come with anger, they angry because Earth doesn’t like them. Now the Thunderbolts getting more and more annoy. They ask their cousins Tornado and Hurricane to join them annoy the Earth. Tornado and Hurricane come for having some fun. But they are getting bored soon and then left their cousins there.

Earth tries to get up from her upset. She feels she must get stronger. She is grateful knowing Rain still there accompany her. Earth has her believe, like kids who believe on Santa Claus, She believes in her heart, that she is able to chase the Thunderbolts away. Quietly Rain still accompanies Earth. Earth very much believe that Rain always help her in his quietness. And then Earth asks her children, Mountain, Sea, Jungle, Farm, and Lake. She asks her children whether her children feel afraid or not. Then the first Earth’s son, Mountain wisely answers, “Mom, we will feel afraid if you feel afraid, but we will not feel afraid if you not feel afraid too.” Mountain’s answer makes Earth feel better than before. Earth take a look on Rain, he still accompanies her in silent.

Suddenly Earth has her braveness to fight Thunderbolts. She blows lava from her eldest son, Mountain. Thunderbolt shocked for a moment, but he thought Earth just threatened him. For second attack, Earth shook her second child, Sea in order to make the water on Sea’s body ‘koclak’ and attacked Thunderbolts. Sea was very proud could help his mother fight Thunderbolts. Without his mother order, he now makes his body ‘koclak’ many times and makes all of Thunderbolts ‘konslet’ and die. Earth sees her son, she feels happy and sad at once. She happy and proud knowing her son makes all Thunderbolts die, but she feels sad knowing her son’s body in danger. Sea is look like ‘Gatut Kaca’ who fight too brave and ignore the risk because of his anger. Earth cries knowing her son in danger. Sea lost much of water on his body. Earth knows for sure that Sea is impossible to survive. Then she prays to ‘Sang Hyang Bathara Guru’, she wishes for her son recovery. Sang Hyang Bathara Guru answers Earth wishes with make an order to Rain to give more water to Sea. Suddenly Sea recovered from dehydration. Earth is very much happy and grateful to Sang Hyang Bathara Guru and Rain.

Story About 'My Country'..

I do love my country.. Do you know why? Because all of the citizens here are clowns... I mean it.. I don't even know why this country is called 'developing country' in fact none of the thing here is developing.. 'Developing country' in bahasa Indonesia is 'Negara berkembang'.. Mungkin karena masyarakatnya suka menanam KEMBANG... At least my father does that.. Planting I mean.. Planting the flower called Anggrek or in English is Orchid.. I do like my own definition of 'developing country' because none of the thing here is developing and because many of citizens here are farmers.. I like to play Harvest Moon the game from Playstation because it has the value about farming.. I like to play the game FarmVille on Facebook because it is also about planting.. I like the value about farming because it is so Indonesia..
You know what, I feel like I'm the greatest person in this world when I read my own writing.. The writing isn't good at all actually.. But I'm proud of being the one who has many dreams..

*I'm getting tired of thinking what should I write next.. So, let it be
"to be continued"

Okay.. Let me continue..
Do you know why I said all of the citizens here were clowns..? Because we should have to be a rich farmer, in fact we are a poor labor of other country's company or factory.. We are now clowns.. we're not Indonesian anymore.. This fact is amusing.. But we are a clown.. we should make other person feel amused with us.. That's our job.. Work for the factory more or less 12 hour a day.. With only $200 a month... Being pressed all the time with the strict rules.. Threatened to be fired because using a mobile phone.. That's funny right? But that's the fact about us.. Indonesian who doesn't look like Indonesian anymore.. We used to be a farmer.. Indonesia used to be a rich country.. So, let's dream.. We are clown.. But we still can have our own dream right..?

Story About Father...

First of all, I want to introduce myself to you. My name is Irwan Margono. I have married and I got three children from my marriage. I was very happy knowing myself to be a father for the first time. But unfortunately, I had to go to manchester when my first child 'Zka' grew up. I wanted my wife Endang Pudjiastuti to send Zka's photographs. I'd always thought about Zka. When I arrived in indonesia, I was surprised knowing the first time I saw my first child, Zka called me "Om Irwan".

*the word 'om' in English is 'uncle'..

Note: This isn't the note written by my Father.. I just imagine how was his feeling at that time... When I called him 'uncle'..

I don't know how to call this writing actually..

I feel like I am Nobita.. But actually I'm just the 'Nobody'ta.. Hahaha.. I act like Sartre *the one who knows his own values*, but actually I don't know who Sartre is.. I feel like I'm flying in the sky like helium balloon, but actually I've fallen down to earth because run out of gasses.. I'm crying but actually I'm laughing at my life *how funny my life is*.. I pity my own life but actually there are many people who suffer more.. I love being me because I'm great.. I love being me because I have my own values.. I do believe that someday this life lessons change me into a good person.. I do have many dreams.. I am a dreamer.. I'm crying a lot, but I am grateful, at least crying avoid me to do the bad things.. I do like looking from various side.. I do like thinking various thing.. Like kids who believe on the tooth fairy, I do believe with my own way that I will get the best result as long as I have the good will..

_Nobodyta_

Story About ‘Writing My Biggest Regret’

I don’t have any regret in my life actually. I’m happy to be me. Sometimes I made a mistake, but the mistake I’ve made gives me some lessons about life. I know that every single thing I do has its own consequences. So, when the consequences come to me, I have to be responsible with that. I don’t know what I’m talking about actually. All I know is, my biggest regret in my life is to feel like the one who doesn’t know about everything. I don’t even know what regret is in part of speech (actually).
Finally I know what thing I regret now. I couldn’t speak English fluently when I was in speaking test. Yeay! I found it! I found the thing I regret now! How clever I am. But still, the thing I regret the most is being someone who doesn’t know about everything. I wonder why the Earth is doing the revolution and rotating all the time. I wonder why I do wonder about everything. I don’t know what I’m talking about actually. I'm just wondering why I’m being stupid all the time. I have to study about everything more and more. I want to be a great person. I hope someday my biggest regret will transform into the thing I thank the most.

Yeay!

Some Reasons Why I Do Like Being Indonesian:

• Indonesia doesn’t have winter.. It means we can go outside everyday and playing around.. *We can use an umbrella if it is rainy day..*
•  Indonesia produces many fruits and vegetables which other can’t produce.. *Lucky me who can eat many kinds of fruit.. I should be the one who loves fruits and vegetables the most.. But unfortunately I’m not the one..*
• I’m proud being Indonesian because we have our own values about being together.. *The only way to get there is to be together… Which means we can reach our dream (having a better life in Indonesia) if we are still together..*
• We have Seno Gumira Ajidarma, Dewi Lestari, Ayu Utami, S. D. Damono as a good writer.. We have Zka June as a good dreamer… *Hahaha.. LOL*
• All of the citizen here are clown.. *I mean it..*